🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Suffering: My Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome It was a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting. The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder. This condition typically start with severe discomfort behind one eye that persists up to three hours. Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe agony around one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods. What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free. Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital. Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads. Historical medical texts propose unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures. It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”. The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this. In 1998, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered. Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints. Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies. A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased. National guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals. But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity. The official guidelines need updating to reflect a